Sleeping to awaken

I am feeling the urge to reveal myself, to myself.  I know of no better way to do this than to allow the words to flow out the ends of my fingers onto the screen, ultimately allowing me to discover who I have become.

Last week, in the good company of a loving and ferocious friend, I created space for myself to stop… let all of it go… and rediscover who I am, what is meaningful to me and the manifestations that feed my soul.

To my great surprise, my path to re-awakening was through sleep!  I slept day and night.  I dozed in spurts and lingered long in sleeps of 10 hours.  I did nothing.  My most strenuous activity consisted of reading Sea Sick (excellent – and very scary! – book).  And finally, when I woke up, I was truly AWAKE in body, mind and spirit.

I am different.  In this moment, I am at a loss for words to explain that to myself or anyone else.  And yet, I know.  It will unfold and come to me in the moments to follow.  I have been here many times before and have come to trust the force that it is for shaping my life.

My world is moving again.  The space of the last week has allowed movement of new discoveries, insights, considerations that exist outside the parameters of what has always been.  And once again, I have been reassured that there is always MORE.

In this moment, in this place and time, my life is fluid once again.  Without form or outcomes, the flow of who I AM in this physical universe is expanding again.  I am now deeply, profoundly curious about all that awaits.

At the end of 2010, the physical space of the WEL-Systems Institute will have completed its purpose.  Effective January 1, 2011, the Institute becomes a virtual presence – and is everywhere!  Long before then, the Affiliates will be in place and wherever they are, the Institute is.  Intersecting points of light creating a web of awakening potential.  In the coming days/weeks/months, we are weaving a web of powerful women.

I am awake – and ready for more.

Breathing is good…